I am relieved to say that I can finally let go of the past and start to move on. I feel free actually, not having to please someone while giving up my own needs. Sometimes I do feel lonely, but what the heck, I know I can survive this. I just need to buckle up and move straight forward. I need to just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming swimming. I need to focus more on my own life, my own needs, my on wants. I should focus on making mama happy, spend more time with family and maybe travel (if I have the time and money, I would love to). I have to start a new goal in life, and try (I doubt it) to achieve it.
November goals:
- Finish Numec test, TOM's test, MOM's test and Fluid's test with flying colours
- Buy mama a birthday present (18th November)
- Study, study, study, STUDY!
- Write more and more. Do reviews, experiences, events etc.
Don't just write it, make it happen girl.
XOXO
Putri Mahazir
